As with every religious holiday, I find myself second guessing everything. I watch the shows. I read the books and articles. And every Christmas I find myself asking "ok, that's cool, but how do we know Mary wasn't just fooling around and had an illegitimate son and needed to cover it up?"
Right now I am struggling with "ok, but how do we know Jesus was resurrected? What if the body was moved by earthly hands to further the benefit and conspiracy?"
I am well aware that asking such questions is probably not going to be looked kindly upon by God, but I can't help it. That's my nature. You could drop a million dollars in cash in my lap and I would question it.
I don't struggle with knowing Jesus was real. I don't struggle with the idea that there is an omnipotent being. I don't struggle with His disciples…..I struggle with the paranormal and divine stuff.
Part of me thinks, there is zero chance 2 people, much less 12 can keep a lie going that long. There is zero chance so many accounts are all wrong.there is zero chance Jesus revealed himself afterward to 500 people that that was a lie. There is no way someone is willing to die for a lie, I'm certainly not, but these people did exactly that. But there is still a part of me that is bothered by what if? I don't even know why it bothers me. I mean, if I just go with it, I'm in good shape. If I'm wrong, no one cares. But still, it bugs me.
So, how do we know?
Right now I am struggling with "ok, but how do we know Jesus was resurrected? What if the body was moved by earthly hands to further the benefit and conspiracy?"
I am well aware that asking such questions is probably not going to be looked kindly upon by God, but I can't help it. That's my nature. You could drop a million dollars in cash in my lap and I would question it.
I don't struggle with knowing Jesus was real. I don't struggle with the idea that there is an omnipotent being. I don't struggle with His disciples…..I struggle with the paranormal and divine stuff.
Part of me thinks, there is zero chance 2 people, much less 12 can keep a lie going that long. There is zero chance so many accounts are all wrong.there is zero chance Jesus revealed himself afterward to 500 people that that was a lie. There is no way someone is willing to die for a lie, I'm certainly not, but these people did exactly that. But there is still a part of me that is bothered by what if? I don't even know why it bothers me. I mean, if I just go with it, I'm in good shape. If I'm wrong, no one cares. But still, it bugs me.
So, how do we know?