One of the oldest friends I have, a guy I've known since HS died last week. He literally died the same day I was texting with him. Sounds like he had a heart attack, but he had a multitude of issues that I don't think he ever shared with me. I'm struggling with this, this is my second good friend to die in the last several years. I gotta go to the funeral solo as well since my wife can't make it. It's weird to say but it feels like the biggest thing that hits me are group texts that are either no longer groups, or the group text is reduced by one. I don't have a lot of friends so it hits hard. I was able to see him pretty much every year and that's no longer going to be the case. I've been having a really good year mental health wise so this is a step backward. He was a legit good guy as well, a guy that's helped with at risk kids in group homes amongst other things. I'm not a religious person, I'm agnostic, but if there's a Heaven I'm sure he's there.